a life unaccounted for

aUtUmNs MoNoLoGuE


Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good
no, I'm nothing...
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence, of love, and of sorrow.
I beg for just one more tomorrow!
Where you'd hold me down, fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins.
I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me.
You dont.

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
bleached and blinded by these nights.
Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn by you,
visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
when i hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that i did was for you...

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you dont see me.
You don't.

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me.
You don't.

I'd break in two over you,
I'd break in two over you!
Over you I'd break in two,
I would break in two for you.

Now you see me,
now you don't.
Now you need me,
now you don't.



tHe fIcTiOn wE LiVe

You might be just what I need
No I would not change a thing
Been dreaming of this so long
But we only exist in this song
The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow
And if you come and meet me tomorrow
I will hold you down, fold you in
Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live

I break in two over you
I break in two And if a piece of you dies
Autumn, I will bring you back to life
Of course I see you
I do.