a life unaccounted for

my peripheral vision catches you
a glimpse ten seats away from me
wondering how situations change
exuberance sent into the void

as passengers go down
so are my feelings melt into nothingness
one by one, they vanish
leaving me numb and apathetic

can't use these hands anymore
to grab your willingly offered neck
nor these fangs to savor them
and rightfully claim my eternal slave

time for me to go home
forget all the regrets and disappointments
yet i can't see where to step down
cause tears blur these mystic eyes...