i've always been independent my whole life.. high school pa lng, kmeng 2 na lng ni kareen sa bahay. I never learned to ask anyone for help, even if it means mahirapan ako sa isng bagay..now i have realized that once you get used to the idea that someone cares for you, you will wonder why you have worked by yourself for so long, and regret the times that you should have spent with that person.
now, another predicament arises-- how long will he stay?
because once he does, then you will wallow into the pit of loneliness and ask yourself endlessly, "why didn't i just remain in solitude? i shouldn't gave him a chance to be in my life.."
be alone--peaceful, but lonely..
be with someone--exuberant, but complicated..
but i have chosen the second, and all i can do is wait, wishing that he will be true to what he said.. and enjoy his warm presence..
who knows what the future will bring?
