if you don't want this kind of life, then don't think about it.. don't worry about it.. don't imagine it..the world is a big catalogue and whatever we are thinking (or resist to think) acts as our order to the universe..
be optimistic, picture what you want to be, who you want to be.. believe in it, and see as your thoughts become things...
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